As a follow up to last Monday's post, life lately seems to be moving at a very quick pace. Ideas, opportunities, inspiration, are just flying at me from all directions. My expectations are over the top, I'm running whenever I check my email or when I get a text or phone call. In a deeper sense I've found myself running towards God.
It was early last week that I found some clarity and was able to hand over the remaining concerns I had about my immediate future, and almost instantly the windfall began.
There remains no doubt, no distress, no disquietude. I'm almost experiencing a little guilt about my joyful appearance. I can just hear those around me saying, "How can he not be bothered, or worried about his family's future?"
But then I'm reminded they have their own desert situations, and that in time, if they learn to discern God's ways, they too will experience a sense of the Father's comfort. As the old spiritual sings, I've found my river of peace, my ocean of love, and my fountain of joy.
What has this experience taught me? Well it's heightened the awareness of my recognized senses, and how I might be able to elevate their ability to better discern God's interaction in the future. Can I see, hear, smell, taste and touch God at another level? What would that look and sound like? How might that expand our relationship.
So as I drift in my sea of serenity this week, my prayer will be one of thankfulness and gratitude ...oh, and definitely wisdom ...common senses wisdom.
Pray on,
Eddy
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